the sunday currently | 12 // back to journals and green tea + I have something to share with you

the truth is (1) I am back to journalling since last month. I decided to write again in my notebook because there are certain things that even if I wanted to share it here, guess it is better for me not to. I know this space is for my unfiltered thoughts but sometimes my brain is acting up like a B and betray me with thoughts that I shouldn’t have in the first place. so far, I am enjoying it and it helps me a lot to de-clutter my not-so chaotic mind. ha! and (2) I am choosing tea over coffee right now. I think coffee makes me more sleepless at night and makes me feel bloated (I don’t know if that is the reason why) so the boyfriend bought 2 boxes of green tea and 2 bags of chamomile (which I love, it helps me sleep better) and mint tea (for him).

so here’s the thing: my aunt owns a cat and her cat gave birth to two adorable kittens earlier in the morning, one is black with a spot of white and the other one is pure white. my aunt informed me thru text and jokingly said that I am now a godmother to her kittens. I know she wanted to give me a kitten, knowing that I loss my mimichi. but I have a feeling that I should not take it. ugh. what should I do? what should I do? the kitten is so cute and I think the father cat has a breed so for sure the kittens will grow into a beautiful cat. deep inside I want it but my mind says no I should not.


Reading some blogs and I am reading All Our Wrong Todays by Elan Mastai on my phone, sort of a warm-up because I think I am on a reading slump for months now. I am trying to re-read some of my favorite novels but when I am starting to read it, I lost interest after a few pages and I don’t know why. I hate that feeling. I used to finish a book in two days but now I am having a hard time finishing a chapter. W H AT I S W R O N G W I T H M E ? ? I have so many unfinished book, left it halfway and pile it up back to the shelf together with dust but still I hope I can finish All Our Wrong Todays so that I can catch up with my TBR list.

Writing this sunday currently entry. :—)


Thinking about how time flies so fast. I T I S N O V E M B E R now!!! I already feeling the christmas air and vibe. ugh, 2017 is going to end but still, the plot twist that I have been waiting for is not yet happening. but even though 2017 has been a rollercoaster ride, I am so much thankful for what’s given to me–life-wise: expectations and failures and experience and learnings.

Hoping that everything will be all right—that my sister will be much mature and more serious about life and relationship, that she learned her lessons and be more responsible for her own decisions and that Qatar will treat her much better than she deserves. though sometimes we have some misunderstandings but I hope she don’t take it to her heart because all I want for her is to be happy and I don’t want her to be trapped in a dark room, blaming herself and full of self-hatred. I know the feeling and I don’t want her to feel that too. I know that she’s much stronger person than me, I know that she can do it.

Wearing a cute pink panda pajama shorts. 😀

Loving my boyfriend. Hahaha because he’s being extra sweet these past few days. I don’t know what raw food he ate but I really like this side of him.

Wanting to buy a camera. really. calling the attention of the parentals!!!!! 

Needing a lot of washi tapes and stationery stuff for my notebook. the good boyfriend bought me a new notebook and a ball point pen with six colors. I really really love it!!!!!! ❤

Feeling contented and happy. 😀

Clicking nothing.

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sunday is my favorite day of the week but two baskets of laundry is waiting for me. so, I think my sunday is a little bit productive, eh? hope y’all have a great and productive sunday too!

♡ A



the sunday currently | 11

yay for sundays! I skipped four sundays because I don’t know why(?) lol. but seriously I feel so unproductive, or is it just me being lazy? whatever. but I missed writing TSC as if it is the only thing that makes me think of something and feel a little bit active, but not really. ugh what nonsense do I babble now?

but I must say that coffee really makes my day though I prefer Nescafe’s cappuccino than white espresso but nonetheless it was pretty good morning. as I was craving for rice cake since yesterday, the boyfriend is running late for work because of my rice cake. I feel like he’s blaming me for being late, again. *sigh* I need to sit through this good mood for me to have a really good day so I didn’t mind him pouting on me. so;


Reading tweets. my timeline is not that toxic than before, I am glad. gosh have you seen Julia Barretto’s tweet — she made a special video for Joshua Garcia’s 20th birthday. ohhh my heart ♡ I am not a fan of JoshLia but I really feel the love. hahahaha

Listening to taylor swift singing vance joy’s riptide in bbc radio 1 live lounge — I really love the song.

Thinking of how sensitive I was in the past few months. I am okay but sometimes I feel like I really don’t want to face people or just even talk to them. my boyfriend noticed it and just kept quiet maybe because he knew that I was not in the mood. I get irritated for nothing and I hate that feeling. ugh!!

Hoping that something good will happen today. something good will happen today. something good will happen today. something good will happen today. something good will happen today. something good will happen today. something good will happen today.

Wearing black sando and maong short.

Loving the Christmas-y vibe. time flies so fast I can feel the cold “ber” wind already. it’s more better if they start selling bibingka and puto bumbong with pandan tea. *yum*

Wanting to buy new books and get myself back to reading. I also want to learn how to play DOTA so that I would know why the boyfriend is so addicted to it. worst is,  sometimes he’s playing until 5 a.m. like what the hell are you doing? why play when you can sleep? then he’ll reason out: minsan lang naman ako maglaro eh. — whatever.

Needing nothing. oh, no, I need some $$$. lol

Feeling good right now. seriously, I need to be like this the whole day. pls pls pls self, ok?

Clicking nothing. 🙂

hope y’all have a great sunday!!! 😀

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♡ A

the sunday currently | 10

halu halu! :–) it’s sunday again, and as much as i want to share how was my week, there’s nothing really interesting happened to me aside from locking myself in my room and binge-watched some korean tv series. i really really really love my baby wookie. 

i am still here at the boyf’s. the plan is for me to download some k-series, and when i was about to look for it in, the website has been shut down by abscbn. and i was like, WHHHHHAAAT? so i am lost right now because i don’t know any sites aside from kissasian where i can download k-drama. so if you know some websites where i can download korean series, feel free to comment below. you’ll be my angel.

i still have suspicious partner to finish though i already watched it twice and i still can’t get enough of JCW. i really really really love how charming and cute my wookie baby acts on this series. it wasn’t full-packed with action unlike his other series. it was so refreshing. but what i don’t like how the story went–it was pretty predictable.

moving on…


Reading paulo coelho’s eleven minutes. i am on the last 100+ pages, and it is very enlightening, coming from the view of a prostitute finding her “light” and true love. i’ll be writing another entry about this book. not really a book review but i’ll be sharing my favorite quotes from the book.

i am planning to read the alchemist next.

Writing this sunday currently entry. 🙂

Listening to meiko’s under my bed.

Thinking (1) if i should write something about the rumors about me (which made me so stressed and sad and frustrated) though i am not quite sure if somebody i know personally reads my blog, that will cause another rumor. lol (2) how to make my life happier? (3) it is already BER months and i still have no work. though a resort already called me and told me that they will call me again after two weeks for my interview so i am still waiting for it. *fingers crossed*


Wearing my pjs from last night. i still haven’t take a bath. lol

Loving how my boyfriend’s being considerate and patient when i am having my tantrums. i think he’s getting used to it. :”)

Wanting (still) a new notebook. meh

Needing someone to talk to. maybe you can tweet me or send me a dm over twitter. pls, make me happy.

Feeling okay(?) hahahahahaha!!!!

Clicking nothing. 😀

please suggest a good book to read, a feel-good or rom-com or maybe, another K-drama series? 😀 have a great sunday!!!

♡ A
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the sunday currently | 09

let’s go straight to this entry.


reading some blogs, more of back-reading. i haven’t been myself this whole week; i felt like doing nothing, sort of not in the mood for everything, all i did was sleep and hold my phone, scroll scroll scroll then log off.

that’s when i thought that i should have a social media detox, Facebook to be specific. there’s so much things going on in my news feed about all the current issues here in the Philippines. it makes me so sad to read, hear, and see all these news about killings and drugs and the government.

writing this sunday currently entry.

listening to the tv show that my sister is watching right now.

thinking of all the things happening in my country and i just couldn’t imagine my country being like this after hoping for change to happen. i know, i am one of those who voted for change, but this isn’t the change that i wanted. all these killings and raids against drugs that lead to several innocent deaths. i am not against with the idea of fighting drugs but i am against on how they don’t have a due-process, especially with the poor people. let’s not wait for the worst to happen (i think it is happening now) before we come to our senses.

hoping that my country will soon wake up from this nightmare.

wearing my super comfy PJs.

loving (?)(?)(?)

wanting to buy my notebook. and UNTIL NOW, i haven’t got one because the available notebooks are cream ruled papers and not the dotted one. ugh!!! i am trying to find one online but still the idea of online shopping scares me. lol

& i really want to rain right now.

needing to squeeze out some creative juices (and some inspiration) hohohoho.

feeling unproductive and sad and sorry and wanna puke out all my frustrations and shame to the Philippine government because they really suck this time. no offense to my fellow Filipinos who are reading this but let’s face it: EJK, PNP, MOCHA USON, AND LTFRB — the Philippines really needs to wake up!

clicking nothing.

i am trying to write but still nothing comes out. sorry for not posting anything recently. i don’t want to post half-baked entries and i am still not in the mood, to be honest. but thanks for this sunday currently series, i am able to write something and feels some sort of relief, but i promise to still scroll and read and comment on your blogs. 😊

hope you enjoyed your weekend! 💕✨

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the sunday currently | 08

GUYYYYYYYYS!!!!!!!!! I am so ecstatic when I opened my notification in my wordpress app!! Guess what? Guess what??

To my 102 followers, I am sending y’all a virtual hugs & kisses! >>>> >:D< 😘 Thank you so much for reading all my non-sense hanash about my life and everything in between. I know this blog is not that awesome in a way that it can inspire a lot of people but I do hope that my followers somehow enjoyed reading what I have written here so far. Also, I never never thought that I will get to know awesoooome people here. I LOVE Y’ALL!!! 💖

It’s Sunday today and to sum up my week: I don’t know why but I felt my mind went blank last week. I have so much things to share: one is about my trip to Bulacan with my boyfie’s side. But when I was in front of my laptop, I just don’t find the right words to start my entry. Like I have all the stories in mind, but when I am about to type it, my mind suddenly shut off. *sigh*

For now, I just get into this Sunday currently entry. Here you go!


Reading Coelho’s Eleven Minutes. I am already done reading half of the book. I must say that the story is interesting.

Here’s some of my favorite lines:


Writing this entry. And I’ll try to write some entries to be scheduled.

Listening to Lana Del Rey’s Love 🎶

Thinking of nothing. And it is so irritating and frustrating. You know? You want to think of something but your mind’s not cooperating. I feel so unproductive. 😩

Hoping for something good to happen.

Wearing maong shorts & sleeveless top

Loving the fact that I had a good night sleep these past few days. Though some nights I felt so empty and oddly sad, but still I am feeling better each day. 🙂

Wanting A NEW NOTEBOOK & PENS!!!!!!!!

Needing some $$$ (so that I can buy some new clothes huhu I don’t even know when was the last time I bought a nice shirt)

Feeling sunny. :—–)

Clicking nothing.

Hope you are feeling happy, too. 😁💖 And have a great Sunday!

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the sunday currently | 07

It’s Sunday again. Time flies so fast & I don’t quite remember what happened to me this whole week. So, I am not gonna sum it up here in this entry. Ergo, let me share with you guys this i-don’t-even-know-how-to-call-it situation. But one thing’s for sure, it happens to me all the time — EVERY. SINGLE. TIME I go to a kiddie party. 😂

So, I am here in Manila for Zion’s birthday party (my inaanak’s little brother). It was held at Jollibee in Macapagal, near the City of Dreams. So from Tondo, we travelled for 1 hour (just for a kid’s party) lol.

So moving on to the story;

I have this habit of asking for a picture with the mascots. Luckily, there are two: Jollibee & his friend, Hetty. So the kid inside me gleefully walked in front to have a picture with them. And there, it happened again. The mascot tried to block my way like he wants to play something with me, so I just played along thinking it is still a kid’s party anyway. Hahaha! So after we had the picture, I went back to my seat. So the party continued and after we ate, the party’s over with a photo booth.

We decided to go to the photobooth before we go (and to have our souvenir but bad news, we haven’t got a photo ha. ha. ha). So while waiting for our turn, the mascot (Hetty) came to me. Jollibee went to the restricted area (room) where he changed to his comfortable clothes but Hetty went to the other room where the photobooth was happening. I was surprise when Hetty approached me and making fool of herself (she swayed like she was dancing and making sign language that I don’t even understand. She leaned closer to me as if she was observing my face. Yeah, silly Hetty they got there)

So, people started staring at us while Hetty continued to act like a moron silly mascot in front of me. Lol

I had a same experience when I attended my cousin’s kiddie party, same but that time, it was Jollibee. Hahahaha.

But i must say this: JOLLIBEE MADE MY NIGHT. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS THAT I LAUGHED SO HARD. Funny how I think of his smile as weird. I don’t know. Sometimes I find it creepy but awhile back, he looked like a joker. And I laughed so hard whenever I see his smile. HAHAHAHAHA. Maybe his smile will haunt me in my dream tonight. Lol.

I’m sorry for the looooooong post, this should be a sunday currently but sorry not sorry, I just need to write this entry. Promise I’ll make this short. 😝 here you go!


Reading nothing because I am busy…

Writing my cousin’s homework. And it is freaking loooong as in right now I can’t feel my hands anymore. I am re-writing a chapter of a book in a white cartolina!!! Who the hell gave this kind of assignment for a 5th grader? 😠

Listening to nothing. Maybe the tv show that they are watching right now.

Thinking how a person can manage to dance and to give fun to everyone while wearing a heavy costume? I am sure it is so suffocating and hot!!!!! And how they can breathe with that????

Hoping to have a goooood night sleep tonight.

Wearing a navy blue tshirt and polka dots shorts.

Loving my handwriting. (So proud of it) I have been always the one who writes on the board or makes the minutes of the minute. I just love how my handwriting looks good on a paper. 😆

Wanting a good night sleep (YES THAT’S WHAT I NEED RIGHT NOW)

Needing some sleep (Ok, I know. For the third time)

Feeling okay. :—)

Clicking nothing.

I am so tired I just want to sleep. So yes, I am writing this entry before I hit the sack because I don’t know If I have an access to the internet tomorrow for another update. So yeah, I am off to dreamland. Zzzz~

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the sunday currently | 06

Yay for Sundays! :—)

The whole week, I must say, has been quite productive for me. Aside from some episodes of having this feeling of uneasiness before hitting the sack (maybe I am just too afraid to see things outside of my window again?). I slept alone last night because the boyfriend needed to go home because his nephews were all alone and needed company. So there I was, wide awake – light’s on, while I was busy staring at my glow-in-the-dark stars that I sticked up to my ceiling, letting my body sense some indescribable feeling of fear that my mind can’t let off; struggling to let my body and mind to drift off to dreamland.

I can say that I am okay. 😀

I have this habit of reading a book then stop at a middle of a chapter and read another book. Like there are times that my span of attention is easily caught off by another, that’s why. So as of now, aside from reading the Wuthering Heights, I’ve been eyeing two more books from my bookshelf – Ned Vizzini’s  It’s Kind Of Funny Story and Paul Murray’s Skippy Dies. I hope want to finish it by next month because I’ve been slacking off from reading and I want to give more of my time in reading.

Next week, we’ll be visiting Manila again for my inaanak’s birthday party and maybe have some catching up with my college friend. Hoping to see him again after so many years. We decided to have lunch instead of seeing each other in the afternoon because I haven’t much time because we’ll be just staying overnight of the 19th then 20th is the bday party. I just forced to jam some time for it. Though I want to have a loooooong catching up to do with him.

So, Sundays are for The Sunday currently entry, here you go!


Reading as mention above, I am currently (still) reading the Wuthering Heights, and also eyeing for two more books, Skippy Dies and It’s Kind Of Funny Story. :—)

Writing this entry!!!!

Listening to nothing aside from the tv commercials.

Thinking of dyeing my hair black. My hair’s growing too sloooooooow. I want my loooong hair back. (though I love my pixie hair)

Hoping that this week will be more productive than last week. Hehehehe. Kinda helps me not to worry about all the things that happening to me. 🙂

Wearing a gray shirt and pink shorts. 

Loving the fact that it rains almost every night which makes the night colder than before. This is my favorite time where I get to wear my cutesy pjs.

Wanting some caaash. 😀

Needing some caaaaaashh. 😀

Feeling blessed to be surrounded with positivity and awe-inspiring people.

Clicking nothing. 🙂

Hope y’all have a great Sunday!!!! x

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