I woke up early today (again) and I don’t know if I just woke up on the wrong side of bed or did something happened last night. I don’t quite remember. I feel oddly sad and irritable, (plus the boyfriend got little clingy) triggered me to be more grumpy and set this awkward mood between us.
I felt sorry for him in a way because (of how I am being so moody) I don’t even know why I am like this. It feels like yesterday was kinda okay then last night I suddenly felt sleepy and not in the mood which caused his change in his mood too. I don’t even know how to answer his questions of why I am like this and what’s my problem because I, myself, has trouble answering it. I can’t explain it to him without getting annoyed but I just keep on saying sorry to him. Sometimes I feel like he’s questioning himself of being not good enough for me which is not true. I always say to him that there’s no wrong with him but it doesn’t seem convinced him.
Ha, I just felt the urge to write about what I felt this morning.